| Since I'm taking health in summer school, we are learning about EVERYTHING health related. And you will never guess what today was. Eating Disorders. The second she told us that a few people looked at me then a few more to see what people were looking at, and my face turned bright red. If you didn't know, someone from my school found one of my sites on Xanga when I was so close to committing suicide about a year ago. More people found out and I just called it a rumor. Anyway, they were getting into statistics and they said that 1 in 5 people have an eating disorder. Then, some shit head said, "So if 1 in 5 people have an eating disorder, then doesn't that mean that someone in this room does?" My face turned bright red again when everyone turned to glance at me. And the teacher said, "yes, chances are there are a few people here." Then I felt curious to who.
I started cross country on monday, and it was HARD. We ran 4 miles the first day! I was so sore this week. We ran harder and more and I love it. I feel like I am in such good shape, and I'm also getting so tan from running in a tank top and shorts in the afternoon sun!! I tried on my American Apparel running shorts today that were never flattering on me, only the site models and I saw how much BETTER I looked in them!
Im still not completely happy, but its SOO much better than before! So Im going to get them in another color
I don't wear them that high, so don't worry. They are so comfortable and they don't ride up when I'm running.
I feel like staying in and fasting this weekend while I tan, because everyone is leaving on vacation:( |
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